Calm
October 9, 2021
calm
calm
calm
repeating in your head
as you tell yourself
its okay
im okay
everythings okay
speaking out loud helps sometimes
but other times the quiet
calms you down
you breathe
trying to slow the breaths down
but suffocating in the head
your face prickles as if its asleep
and reality doesn’t feel too real now
you curl up sitting on the floor
sobbing as you try to come back
back to the present
back to your room
the one place you feel safe
and even then you
aren’t always safe there
but you arent anywhere else either
all this happens as i watch
i watch you crumble to the floor
unknowing
i watch you fall
to the darkest depths
the ones that some people
dont come back from
i watch over you
you may not know me
but as your guardian angel
this is my job
i watch
i wait
i try sometimes to help
but most times my duty is to watch
and bring you back
finally
you stand
still with the mantra
its okay
im okay
everythings okay
your breaths have slowed now
you are calm